[His lips turn up in a smile as he breathes out a soft laugh, and he reaches one hand up to run it through G'raha's hair.]
Truthfully... I'm a little nervous.
[And that is not easy to admit, even here and to this person - someone he would dare say he trusts most in this world and any other. He rubs his thumb behind the other man's ear and shifts slightly against the fingertip that trails against the edge of the blackened marks on his skin. It's a strange sensation, like mild static or pins and needles.]
But I'm ready.
[Eager, even. He knows G'raha will stop if he asks him to.]
[ G'raha leans his head into Dainsleif's touch, and strokes his lover's hair in turn. ]
I'll be as gentle as I can manage.
[ A soft kiss to Dainsleif's lips serves as emphasis before G'raha pulls away to reposition himself between the other man's legs, pushing his knees up for easier access. He pours some liquid over his left hand, carefully closes the bottle and sets it aside, and then, rather than proceeding further along those lines, he holds his right hand out to Dainsleif. ]
Give me your hand.
[ He gives it a brief, fond squeeze before he slides his grip up to the wrist, which he uses to pull that hand forward and guide it to wrap around the base of Dainsleif's own cock. He might not be able to touch it directly, not when his flesh hand has a much more important task before it, but let it never be said that the Crystal Exarch is not a resourceful man. ]
[When he, trustingly, gives G'raha his hand when asked he doesn't know what the other man plans to do with it, so when he's guided to grasp his own cock he can't help but laugh. It feels a little out of place but dissipates a good chunk of the tension he was feeling, and he hums in appreciation of his lover's foresight as he gives his length a slow stroke.]
I think I can manage that.
[Pity that G'raha's hand is going to be busy but Dainsleif can already feel his body thrumming with the anticipation of what is to come.]
If I don't tell you to stop, assume I don't want you to.
[ G'raha gives a small noise of acknowledgement as he shifts his grip on Dainsleif's wrist to give him better control in directing its movements. Push up, pull down. His grip is light enough to not prevent Dainsleif from moving on his own if he wants to, or even to move him if he doesn't want it, but taking control isn't really the point. It's enough just to be involved up here as well as below.
He gives the cock a gentle kiss to the tip before he pulls back. Much as he'd like to give it more personal attention, he doesn't have the confidence necessary to try the next steps blind. In theory, it should be simple to find his target by touch alone--he's done it to himself before, after all--but Dainsleif's not the only one feeling nervous. He'd rather see it.
Two fingers rub over Dainsleif's hole, a light, teasing touch at first, but the pressure gradually increases until one of them slips gently inside. It eases its way in farther delicately, probing for the exact spot that'll get a good reaction. With his position secure for the time being, G'raha's gaze travels appreciatively over his lover's body, watching how it responds to his movements. He's alert for signs of discomfort and pleasure both, and ready to adjust his movements in response to either. It seems that despite how reckless he's always been with his own body, it's a completely different story when it comes to someone else's. ]
[He follows the instruction as it's given, though his expression briefly tinges with amusment over how seriously G'raha is taking all of this. Dainsleif keeps his grip light so as not to overstimulate himself - he's already excited, and hitting the finish line before things even begin would not do at all - but even so, it's difficult to control the reactions his body is having.
A small twitch runs through him when his partner touches him, his teeth denting his lower lip as he tries to relax. As much as he had wholeheartedly consented his anxiety shows in the tension of his body, how he's tight around the intrusion of G'raha's finger and how his breath catches in his chest. It's discomfort, yes, but he does not tell the other man to stop.
One of his knees shifts up slightly so his foot can curl against the bed and his head falls back a little, a quiet gasp pulled out of him as that probing digit hits just the right spot.]
Ah--... [He's not loud like G'raha, but he has his own ways of conveying his pleasure.] There--
[ He breathes out the confirmation as he looks down intently, as though he can see through to the spot he now rubs his fingertip back over. Truthfully, he's not wholly sure how well he can translate finding a spot with his finger to finding it with his cock, but having more information can surely only help him in the endeavor, so he focuses the whole of his concentration on teasing against that spot and committing as much about its location to his memory as he can.
...He hopes it helps Dainsleif to relax. His lover's tension has been impossible to not notice, and he wishes dearly to ease it. He wants Dainsleif to enjoy this just as much as he enjoys it when Dainsleif makes love to him. He deserves nothing less.
(That Dainsleif has had nigh on a year to learn all the myriad ways he might bring G'raha pleasure while this is G'raha's first time taking this role in any circumstance is, apparently, irrelevant.)
His right hand on Dainsleif's wrist stills as his left hand holds his attention with the same totality that so often has him forgoing sleep and food in pursuit of his interest. In this moment, all that matters to him is the task before him--to bring his lover the utmost pleasure and relax him enough to ease a second finger in. ]
[It doesn't seem to matter whether or not G'raha hits the mark perfectly each time. Even the anticipation that he might has Dainsleif tensing and twitching each time his finger presses in and the same would likely be true for his cock when they get to it. The man is, as it turns out, rather sensitive.
That he hasn't done anything like this for long enough that his body has entirely forgotten how it feels surely has a little to do with that.]
Raha-- [He murmurs the name out between a snatched breath and a quiet, muted groan, and he reaches his free hand up to touch his lover's hair. His fingertips brush the soft edge of G'raha's ear.]
As cute as you look when you're concentrating this hard, I'd like you to kiss me.
[ Dainsleif's touch brings G'raha out of his reverie with a flutter of his ears. He looks up with confusion in his eyes for a moment before the request fully processes. A kiss, right, okay. Just give him a moment to work through the logistics... Yeah, Dainsleif's too tall. He can't stay where he is and kiss him at the same time. Alright, then. He pulls his finger free and releases his lover's wrist so he can support himself as he leans over him. ]
Anything you desire.
[ He lowers his front to press his lips to Dainsleif's, keeping his hips held high enough to leave space for Dainsleif beneath him, his tail curving up in an arch above them. He stays close after, nose to nose, and breathes out a quiet question. ]
[He is tense, he knows it, and when he feels the stinging pressure finally release as G'raha acquiesces to his request he exhales softly and feels some of that tension leave his shoulders.
There's a certain amount of guilt in how long this is taking but he's immeasurably grateful for how patient his partner is being.]
I know. [Dainsleif manages a smile and a breathy laugh as he cups the side of G'raha's head and nudges his own head up so their noses bump together.] I'm sorry, it's just... the last time I did this was before Khaenri'ah... Before the Cataclysm. [He smiles again, a little weaker.]
[ He bunts his head gently against Dainsleif's and adjusts his positioning so his right hand can brush against his lover's hair. ]
Is it bringing up old memories?
[ If he last did this back in Khaenri'ah, then there must have been someone he did it with, someone who is now long gone. It's understandable if the thought's distracting him. ]
[Another thing he's lost to erosion, which makes the way he's reacting to it feel all the more unnecessary. He remembers who he did it with - or he's sure he thinks he does - but as for the act itself... nothing. Just the ghost of a memory that drives his body's responses and nothing more.
Dainsleif nudges his forehead up against G'raha's with a faint smile.]
[ Another soft kiss before he pulls back to a seated position. They'll just have to give Dainsleif new memories to hold onto, then. G'raha pours some fresh liquid over his fingers and eases one of them back into his lover. What else can he do to make this easier on him? It's proving difficult to work around the limits of his crystal. He also has to account for his Mythic fangs, so taking Dainsleif into his mouth would definitely not help ease his tension.
...At least, if he goes as far as the teeth. He should be able to get a good reaction with just his lips and tongue, right? It'd be easier if he could hold onto Dainsleif's cock with his own hand, but he'll just have to figure it out with Dainsleif holding it for him. To test the waters, he lowers his head and drags his tongue up the underside of the shaft. ]
[His breath catches softly when G'raha's fingers slide back into him so easily, but the passage is easier now, as if he's managed to relax some in the interim. He watches half-curious as the other man is clearly puzzling over something and a tiny smile pulls at his lips as he cannot help but find the way the cogs are turning to be endearing, whatever it might be that he's planning.
When he finally makes his move, Dainsleif answers it with a surprised twitch that runs the length of his body. He makes a soft sound, equal parts aroused and faintly confused, and moves his free hand to gently touch the top of his lover's head. This is new.]
I like that. [He murmurs, encouraging.] Feels good.
[ G'raha shifts his head into Dainsleif's touch as he hums in acknowledgement. His mouth is a little too occupied at the moment for a more verbal response. The taste is different from what he might've expected, and not an entirely pleasant one, but it wouldn't be the first time G'raha ignored taste in favor of more important things. His lips caress the exposed length, inching from the bottom to the head, which his tongue swirls over.
All the while, he continues to massage his lover's insides, gently easing him further open. ]
[He does feel more relaxed now, though it has little to do with where G'raha's mouth currently is and everything to do with... everything else. Dainsleif's breathing shudders and trembles as the dual sensations of his lover's attention to his cock and the feeling of being slowly opened up send out sparks of pleasure across his entire body.
It's a lot, but he doesn't tell the other man to stop again.
One of his knees bends, his foot flexing against the sheets as his hips twitch towards the pressure building between them.]
[ That's more like it. These little noises and movements of Dainsleif's pleasure are sending tingles right up G'raha's spine. It's exciting, enough so that he has to fight the urge to rush. His cock aches for contact, but not yet. Not until Dainsleif's fully prepared and relaxed. And then....
Oh, how the thought makes his heart soar.
He continues to lavish attention on Dainsleif's cock as he presses the tip of his third finger into him and so gently eases it in more and more deeply. With his fingers taking the lion's share of his concentration as he remains careful not to push too hard or too fast, the movements of his mouth grow sloppy, distracted. He strays over Dainsleif's fingers as well as the shaft, and slips enough that he rubs the cock with his cheek instead of his lips before he gives up and pulls away from it entirely.
By the time he's got all three fingers deep inside, his face is beet red, his breathing is short, and he has a newfound appreciation for Dainsleif's self control. He's been waiting for so long. He wants it so badly.
He breathes out a strained question as he glances up at his lover's face, his eyes filled with the same intense lust and wanting they hold when their positions are reversed. ]
Dainsleif... how arrre you, hahhh, feeling?
[ He keeps his fingers moving as he awaits the response, mostly to distract himself from the urge to replace them with his cock. ]
[As things go on, he forgets more and more where this is headed - or rather, his anxious anticipation of it. His entire being feels centred on the pulses of pleasure between his hips, the aching stretch of his ass around G'raha's fingers, with only the softest whine let out of him when the third one is pressed in with the first two.
Between that and the attention on his cock it is a wonder he doesn't simply rush headlong into his orgasm long before his partner has found satisfaction but something keeps him steady, keeps him just on the edge without tipping over.]
Ngh-- [Can he manage to find the wherewithall to speak? Dainsleif blinks a couple of times, gasping in a couple of breaths as the continued movement of G'raha's fingers keeps him from pulling his thoughts together, and eventually he just has to settle for urgent nodding.
[ What a wonderful response. G'raha nods back, grinning broadly, before he finally pulls his fingers free. Hastily, he applies some liquid to his cock, choking back a cry of pleasure as finally, finally, he gets some of the stimulation that he's been aching for. It doesn't bode well for his ability to bring Dainsleif to the pinnacle of ecstasy before his own finish, but he's determined to see this through. He takes some long, shaky breaths as he repositions himself in a kneel between Dainsleif's raised legs. Here it is. The decisive moment. ]
Alrrright. Herrre I go.
[ He carefully lines himself up with Dainsleif's entrance. He's concentrating wholly on keeping his pace slow and measured and controlled, but the rapid beat of his tail against the bed betrays how difficult that task is proving for him. His right hand grips into his lover's thigh as he pushes inside, and this time he can't hold back the moan that escapes him. Even with only the head inside, it still feels so good. So warm, so tight. He's eager to keep going, but not without Dainsleif's go-ahead. ]
[Though he has some idea of what to expect with this - it is not his first time even if he barely remembers when his first time was and Dainsleif is no blushing virgin in any respect - it still doesn't quite compare to the reality. The rhythmic thudding of G'raha's tail against the bed makes him laugh, giving some much-needed levity to what might otherwise be a far too serious situation, then he hisses in a breath when he feels the other man's cock pressing in.
It's a lot. It hurts, a bit, more than he'd like but no more than he anticipated it would. He exhales slowly, trying to relax.]
Y-yes. Keep going. I'll tell you if I need you to stop.
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Date: 2023-12-09 06:37 pm (UTC)Truthfully... I'm a little nervous.
[And that is not easy to admit, even here and to this person - someone he would dare say he trusts most in this world and any other. He rubs his thumb behind the other man's ear and shifts slightly against the fingertip that trails against the edge of the blackened marks on his skin. It's a strange sensation, like mild static or pins and needles.]
But I'm ready.
[Eager, even. He knows G'raha will stop if he asks him to.]
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Date: 2023-12-15 11:04 pm (UTC)I'll be as gentle as I can manage.
[ A soft kiss to Dainsleif's lips serves as emphasis before G'raha pulls away to reposition himself between the other man's legs, pushing his knees up for easier access. He pours some liquid over his left hand, carefully closes the bottle and sets it aside, and then, rather than proceeding further along those lines, he holds his right hand out to Dainsleif. ]
Give me your hand.
[ He gives it a brief, fond squeeze before he slides his grip up to the wrist, which he uses to pull that hand forward and guide it to wrap around the base of Dainsleif's own cock. He might not be able to touch it directly, not when his flesh hand has a much more important task before it, but let it never be said that the Crystal Exarch is not a resourceful man. ]
Hold onto this for me, won't you?
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Date: 2023-12-23 11:19 pm (UTC)I think I can manage that.
[Pity that G'raha's hand is going to be busy but Dainsleif can already feel his body thrumming with the anticipation of what is to come.]
If I don't tell you to stop, assume I don't want you to.
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Date: 2023-12-24 11:04 pm (UTC)He gives the cock a gentle kiss to the tip before he pulls back. Much as he'd like to give it more personal attention, he doesn't have the confidence necessary to try the next steps blind. In theory, it should be simple to find his target by touch alone--he's done it to himself before, after all--but Dainsleif's not the only one feeling nervous. He'd rather see it.
Two fingers rub over Dainsleif's hole, a light, teasing touch at first, but the pressure gradually increases until one of them slips gently inside. It eases its way in farther delicately, probing for the exact spot that'll get a good reaction. With his position secure for the time being, G'raha's gaze travels appreciatively over his lover's body, watching how it responds to his movements. He's alert for signs of discomfort and pleasure both, and ready to adjust his movements in response to either. It seems that despite how reckless he's always been with his own body, it's a completely different story when it comes to someone else's. ]
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Date: 2023-12-31 02:53 pm (UTC)A small twitch runs through him when his partner touches him, his teeth denting his lower lip as he tries to relax. As much as he had wholeheartedly consented his anxiety shows in the tension of his body, how he's tight around the intrusion of G'raha's finger and how his breath catches in his chest. It's discomfort, yes, but he does not tell the other man to stop.
One of his knees shifts up slightly so his foot can curl against the bed and his head falls back a little, a quiet gasp pulled out of him as that probing digit hits just the right spot.]
Ah--... [He's not loud like G'raha, but he has his own ways of conveying his pleasure.] There--
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Date: 2024-01-02 07:42 pm (UTC)[ He breathes out the confirmation as he looks down intently, as though he can see through to the spot he now rubs his fingertip back over. Truthfully, he's not wholly sure how well he can translate finding a spot with his finger to finding it with his cock, but having more information can surely only help him in the endeavor, so he focuses the whole of his concentration on teasing against that spot and committing as much about its location to his memory as he can.
...He hopes it helps Dainsleif to relax. His lover's tension has been impossible to not notice, and he wishes dearly to ease it. He wants Dainsleif to enjoy this just as much as he enjoys it when Dainsleif makes love to him. He deserves nothing less.
(That Dainsleif has had nigh on a year to learn all the myriad ways he might bring G'raha pleasure while this is G'raha's first time taking this role in any circumstance is, apparently, irrelevant.)
His right hand on Dainsleif's wrist stills as his left hand holds his attention with the same totality that so often has him forgoing sleep and food in pursuit of his interest. In this moment, all that matters to him is the task before him--to bring his lover the utmost pleasure and relax him enough to ease a second finger in. ]
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Date: 2024-01-07 09:09 pm (UTC)That he hasn't done anything like this for long enough that his body has entirely forgotten how it feels surely has a little to do with that.]
Raha-- [He murmurs the name out between a snatched breath and a quiet, muted groan, and he reaches his free hand up to touch his lover's hair. His fingertips brush the soft edge of G'raha's ear.]
As cute as you look when you're concentrating this hard, I'd like you to kiss me.
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Date: 2024-01-10 08:50 pm (UTC)Anything you desire.
[ He lowers his front to press his lips to Dainsleif's, keeping his hips held high enough to leave space for Dainsleif beneath him, his tail curving up in an arch above them. He stays close after, nose to nose, and breathes out a quiet question. ]
Is it alright so far? You're still so tense....
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Date: 2024-01-14 07:57 pm (UTC)There's a certain amount of guilt in how long this is taking but he's immeasurably grateful for how patient his partner is being.]
I know. [Dainsleif manages a smile and a breathy laugh as he cups the side of G'raha's head and nudges his own head up so their noses bump together.] I'm sorry, it's just... the last time I did this was before Khaenri'ah... Before the Cataclysm. [He smiles again, a little weaker.]
But it's all right. Just strange.
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Date: 2024-01-16 01:55 am (UTC)[ He bunts his head gently against Dainsleif's and adjusts his positioning so his right hand can brush against his lover's hair. ]
Is it bringing up old memories?
[ If he last did this back in Khaenri'ah, then there must have been someone he did it with, someone who is now long gone. It's understandable if the thought's distracting him. ]
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Date: 2024-01-18 11:43 pm (UTC)... Would that it was. No, it isn't at all.
[Another thing he's lost to erosion, which makes the way he's reacting to it feel all the more unnecessary. He remembers who he did it with - or he's sure he thinks he does - but as for the act itself... nothing. Just the ghost of a memory that drives his body's responses and nothing more.
Dainsleif nudges his forehead up against G'raha's with a faint smile.]
I'm all right. Continue. Please.
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Date: 2024-01-23 01:09 am (UTC)[ Another soft kiss before he pulls back to a seated position. They'll just have to give Dainsleif new memories to hold onto, then. G'raha pours some fresh liquid over his fingers and eases one of them back into his lover. What else can he do to make this easier on him? It's proving difficult to work around the limits of his crystal. He also has to account for his Mythic fangs, so taking Dainsleif into his mouth would definitely not help ease his tension.
...At least, if he goes as far as the teeth. He should be able to get a good reaction with just his lips and tongue, right? It'd be easier if he could hold onto Dainsleif's cock with his own hand, but he'll just have to figure it out with Dainsleif holding it for him. To test the waters, he lowers his head and drags his tongue up the underside of the shaft. ]
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Date: 2024-01-28 02:14 am (UTC)When he finally makes his move, Dainsleif answers it with a surprised twitch that runs the length of his body. He makes a soft sound, equal parts aroused and faintly confused, and moves his free hand to gently touch the top of his lover's head. This is new.]
I like that. [He murmurs, encouraging.] Feels good.
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Date: 2024-01-31 03:20 am (UTC)All the while, he continues to massage his lover's insides, gently easing him further open. ]
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Date: 2024-02-03 10:17 am (UTC)It's a lot, but he doesn't tell the other man to stop again.
One of his knees bends, his foot flexing against the sheets as his hips twitch towards the pressure building between them.]
Ah-- another, I-... I can take it.
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Date: 2024-02-12 05:31 am (UTC)Oh, how the thought makes his heart soar.
He continues to lavish attention on Dainsleif's cock as he presses the tip of his third finger into him and so gently eases it in more and more deeply. With his fingers taking the lion's share of his concentration as he remains careful not to push too hard or too fast, the movements of his mouth grow sloppy, distracted. He strays over Dainsleif's fingers as well as the shaft, and slips enough that he rubs the cock with his cheek instead of his lips before he gives up and pulls away from it entirely.
By the time he's got all three fingers deep inside, his face is beet red, his breathing is short, and he has a newfound appreciation for Dainsleif's self control. He's been waiting for so long. He wants it so badly.
He breathes out a strained question as he glances up at his lover's face, his eyes filled with the same intense lust and wanting they hold when their positions are reversed. ]
Dainsleif... how arrre you, hahhh, feeling?
[ He keeps his fingers moving as he awaits the response, mostly to distract himself from the urge to replace them with his cock. ]
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Date: 2024-02-17 09:40 pm (UTC)Between that and the attention on his cock it is a wonder he doesn't simply rush headlong into his orgasm long before his partner has found satisfaction but something keeps him steady, keeps him just on the edge without tipping over.]
Ngh-- [Can he manage to find the wherewithall to speak? Dainsleif blinks a couple of times, gasping in a couple of breaths as the continued movement of G'raha's fingers keeps him from pulling his thoughts together, and eventually he just has to settle for urgent nodding.
He wants the man now.]
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Date: 2024-03-18 10:32 pm (UTC)Alrrright. Herrre I go.
[ He carefully lines himself up with Dainsleif's entrance. He's concentrating wholly on keeping his pace slow and measured and controlled, but the rapid beat of his tail against the bed betrays how difficult that task is proving for him. His right hand grips into his lover's thigh as he pushes inside, and this time he can't hold back the moan that escapes him. Even with only the head inside, it still feels so good. So warm, so tight. He's eager to keep going, but not without Dainsleif's go-ahead. ]
Mmm-morrre?
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Date: 2024-03-23 08:34 pm (UTC)It's a lot. It hurts, a bit, more than he'd like but no more than he anticipated it would. He exhales slowly, trying to relax.]
Y-yes. Keep going. I'll tell you if I need you to stop.