I know. At home there is a lot of investigation I wish to do. We will cross paths again. We'll see what the future holds and how things end up. But none of that is the case here.
I need to adjust to some physical changes first. But soon, I promise. According to a local, I've become a dire wolf familiar. As a wolf I'm quite big. I think I need a bigger bed.
The first days weren't easy. Four feet is a mess when you don't know how to stand. But I was determined to figure out what had been added to me. I did a lot of walking. Running.
I couldn't put away my ears and tail, ever. I used to sit in the forest and try to separate the sounds. The smells. I guess all of this is to say I made them mine.
And I'm far less put out about being turned into a unicorn than I should be. Everyone's face when I walk by is so priceless.
...it's the least stressful thing to happen here. It's something to focus on.
But, I can't say I would be as jazzed if I were a legend. There's too much abyss in my wings. I would get used to it. But it would take longer. I think I have it easier. Being a wolf ...if I get into trouble, I can be fur and teeth. People respect that. And I don't have hang ups about it.
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Date: 2023-08-24 11:18 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2023-08-24 11:38 pm (UTC)You acted on what you knew. As did I. I don't fault people for that. I understood it all when I woke up.
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Date: 2023-08-25 12:17 am (UTC)When you're feeling up to company I'd like to see you.
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Date: 2023-08-25 12:21 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2023-08-25 01:22 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2023-08-25 01:39 am (UTC)May I ask you a personal question?
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Date: 2023-08-25 01:43 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2023-08-25 02:20 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2023-08-25 02:32 am (UTC)I couldn't put away my ears and tail, ever. I used to sit in the forest and try to separate the sounds. The smells. I guess all of this is to say I made them mine.
And I'm far less put out about being turned into a unicorn than I should be. Everyone's face when I walk by is so priceless.
...they can change me, but I will make it mine.
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Date: 2023-08-25 02:34 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2023-08-25 02:51 am (UTC)But, I can't say I would be as jazzed if I were a legend. There's too much abyss in my wings. I would get used to it. But it would take longer. I think I have it easier. Being a wolf ...if I get into trouble, I can be fur and teeth. People respect that. And I don't have hang ups about it.
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Date: 2023-08-25 02:58 am (UTC)The longer I'm here the less likely that seems.
I'm not sure why I asked. Perhaps expecting some insight I could make use of.
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Date: 2023-08-25 03:14 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2023-08-25 03:23 am (UTC)I doubt I could be unbiased in my description in any case.
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Date: 2023-08-25 03:52 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2023-08-25 03:54 am (UTC)Consider it a gesture of trust as far as I'm concerned. Not that that was in any doubt.
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Date: 2023-08-25 03:56 am (UTC)...Thank you, Dain.
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Date: 2023-08-25 03:59 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2023-08-25 04:43 am (UTC)I think we can allow a little sentiment to enter this conversation.
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Date: 2023-08-27 11:33 pm (UTC)I'll give you some peace for now. Let me know when you're ready for visitors.
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Date: 2023-08-28 01:31 am (UTC)